Pain: I think this word is synonymous to my life. More often I’m feeling like quitting, I’m tired but they , the surrounding, the situation will not permit me to have a rest. No pause physically but mentally I’m arrested long back. I want an escape from all this but no way only one final escape the final pause; you know that! Yes! That’s death, it cannot be natural when I welcome it myself, it’ll be artificial, induced and that’s a sin! More sin, more suffering and as they say that’s the most real, cruelest cause to why we suffer here. So this plan of mine and yours is of no value!!!! ‘Karma’ I see today: the bad karma done in the daylight results into ruining the night of that day::
So what to do ,,,
Accept , there is this family and fights inside it: I can’t change it, I can’t stop it so better try to accept with time, I think we should stop being too emotional, sentimental, you see! Theres no body alive for you when you cry, die at every moment so learn to tolerate their pain without going near to them! Nobody is born for me/you in this world) sometimes it’s exciting to fight with one’s fate but this poor fate what change it can bring when I’m victim of my own karma (past lives!) destiny is fixed, unchangeable! Is it or isn’t it?
Please hold back yourself from commiting something really bad to yourself, nobody cares, they’ll forget, you’ll be forgotten so why to loose yourself, I’m struggling to live, this journey is full of thorn, but I’ve faith in God and day by day it’s growing stronger, deeper making me strong. If you’re struggling in your journey then you’re not alone, all my love with respect ♡
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