So selfish so self entered just doing what feels right, whatever feels good to you
You never cared about the opposite person ( here me)
Your actions and conversations as I still go over in my head ( iyk) I realise what a horrible mistake I made!! Shame on me! I never really learnt any lessons from this journey called life!!
I always repeat the same mistakes! Trusting easily is one my worst traits
And u took advantage of me for that anyes thanks very much for ruinin my days evn bfr thy start
In death
I hope I’ll be the happiest atleast
Exist! Live breath love to die
My choice??? This life?? Never
Just too much of noises and evrythin
Nobody to judge
Shri Narsingh Kavach Tulsi Mala – Tulsi Mala https://share.google/kBkDchQvOvsD4HeoS
Can get one from here??
https://www.reddit.com/r/pj_explained/s/iCN6mu0LuD
I’ve what letterboxd
What about you
You’ll always have me here
Old hag but
Think about it did I ever have anyone anyway
Toi much lie
How could u leave
turns out I was never even wanted
U don’t want me?
Did u ever??
So overwhelming emotions but what’s the use all useless
No priority
I never meant anything
Can’t even afford to get angry n all
Till death bed
But never loved!
Sharing lives in morning! Discord timings! Singing songs to what not plus so much hurt fir nothing
A bond that’ll never last
Because the
He was never sure
I wish the papers just get burnt
Love that so shallow never got anything In return
In one family bit people are far apart tht only they’ll get the news of death
What’s the use of love
Love the way they knew
Getting obsessed
Possessed
U for sure know that you love me
But not enough to live with me
Not enough to choose me
You don’t want to be with anyone
All alone
Then what’s the issue
When I’m sick you’re never here
Not even I. My darkest of dreams I thought tht
Gud well wishes on finding ur potential partners
So much pretence
I wish my thoughts just go dry completely
guy just played me totally
blogs are best
Very much human though different
Genophobia
Monotropic / exclusive attachment preference
Desire for one deep emotional bond
Asexual
Sex-repulsed
Romance-repulsed
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Well well well have a look
Somthing tht triggered sth in me
I just shrunk into nothing
The darkness
I don’t remember much of it
I’ve blotted it out I think for the most part of it
It was such pain
It was more tears then anything else
I’m trying to be mature
Anyways there are always people to criticize but never anyone out there to just say this simple word “well-done”.
Ing
Ace and Aro spectrum
ACE flux demi 🩶 panromantic!
also–
aesthetic
Sensual platonic alterous
Skoliosexual
Fluidity♋
🌒
Oneday surely
Feels like just deep blue in love
Let’s gooooooooooooooo
Will he come or will he not!! Made a gift for a friend who never arrived
Felt it is not so difficult! I could do it!
What the hell
Go die girl
I notice even the bare minimum feels like so much; more than enough to me! I always felt that nothing is bare minimum! Every tiny,, Evry Little drop of care coming my way is precious anyways no exaggerate I should jst learn to take things as they’re
I keep on forgetting and missing
Forgetting thoughts, missing things and otherwise also true
Simple semiya with just water, salt, tomato tastes good enough! Cookd well bt corianders ruined
Believe mother’s love can move mountains
Nvr felt much love from anyone
So whenever there’s slightest bit of care from any side I get moved like no for me it’s the only thing I’ve! I’ve gotten nothing else!! Peace!
Just watching foreign or whatever movies n gettin dead!.
She really cares for me I guess! She s nds me so many things including The homemade sauce and chips! It’ll be a lie if I say I didn’t panick when she said she’ll not send these anymore! No more chips and sauce! Why…
My kind of
Used that show for so many years just to lose it in the most stupid way possible!! Still remember the place and price after like ten years! My M bought it for me! I loved the little heel ! Felt first time ! Liked the tick tock sound ! They just threw it away like some garbage when I was not there 😒😭
That pant didi said looked like garbage so exchanged
That time when I went in tht shop above the library first time anyways didn’t go again
Cycled long road to arrive there that evening with her on the back seat! For jagar there was nice lights
Thought to circle around the pond there but there was crowd so stopped
Noticed a gen golgappe stall and thought to inquire! And got to know for the occasion owner is serving no onion garlic for only that day so when web hward it we immediately wanted to try it! Saw there’s also another thing being sold!! Five alus for ten rupees! Dnt see sth like this before so while waiting in line thought to try!! Because they were preparing potatoes fast anyways it was good nostalgic n I ended up overeatin puchkas30
I was said that I look much better in real life than in pics!!
They said they’ll be back
I absolutely hate how I’m forgetting a lot
If thy hate u Ill hate thm too lov
I’m a burden on you
Well! Now we’re even!
Dignity and identity
All I ever wanted from life
I’ve learnt that I should never evelr mind! I should not notice what other people get or not!!! I shd at most jst focus on if I get to eat enof or not! I feel full so fine
Cinema time with cookies 🍪🎟️
Just found out that inside the polythin packet of peanuts she also wrapped some cashews in paper carefully n tied with rubber so it’ll not get mixed and sent frm home!! Lv cashew mch
Do eyes talk?? Never eevr thought something like this about me!
A didi just said I just look so handsome In short! If I just dress up with the ‘ କଥାକୁହା ‘ eyes (eyes that can talk) that I’ve I can easily get atleast fifty girls! I’m like wow never noticed that!
here as I’m starting another year
Ignore Sillygoose me
In short someone called me their something favourite. I was told that I’m beautiful, I’m not really ugly, I was wished, I’m grateful! Children are so pure!! I should be grateful for everythin
Ws any of it wrh it!Tinkinthn🩸.
3000 Stories.. all gone:(
Guess what? I’m so sick!! There should be a balance btwn running & resting right?
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