HK & Hlw specis! I’m SSraii 🦩 and it’s my small sansar 🤗 I’m a student and I live with my single mother in my village also I’m a single child : no siblings 😔 so I’m trying to find one sister from social media, apart I’ve not achieved anything worth mentioning sofar 😒
about this name you may wonder why art.blog, so I think isn’t it amazing that writing is also a form of part so this is exactly what I do here atleast, writing (art/ and blogging randomly/ I know you may not agree with me and yes you’re also right I’ve accepted it as I can’t afford buying a domain now:))
- I just wait and ya slept
- We’re one big sad monster !! four legs , four arms , two heads, two noses! Yes yes
- What we had it’s not for the world to know! how deep was our love, love thtll last till we both are in our grave
- Angel face you broke my scale!🐥 said me
- Six females including it/me in one room here today 💤💤💤
- Prepared a nice three layered bed hhh let’s goo
- In rcnt days hve gtn so mch blood Outta pimples on face oof
- Evrything is extraordinary
- Back right at 00:00
- Just cried bad
- Nth fr beats it! Having some good food in meals n just watching some nice low brain entertainin things—
- Texted beloved gud friends on sw!
- Really miss that cute little purple butterfly clip more thn anything!! How can it jst got lost lik that! Cant find it! 😔
- The day spent with loud sound of weddin in bckgrnd!!
- Spent the damn day cryin in pain!! Still alive though dosto!-
- Neet!! One year ago it was there too!! Have come sofar! So much can change in one year n so much can still stay same!!
- Tryin to plan– adopt – live —
- Charms on Chains
- (Eak thik toh sab thik): feelin like if tht one person is right evrything is right, evryone, atleast that’s how it feels, may be it’s because of love them who do I hate!! Nobody may be it’s about tht special someone!! Though u love evryone someone just feels more special somehow! May be m-y mind is playin some stupid little game with m!!!
- Never ever introduce ur friends to eachother, specially opposites, don’t know who to trust, they get into relationships, not an issue but they betray u n it’s all happenin behind ur back, if sth wrong ull be blamed n they never take accountability for their actions, never be an unnecessary pls cupid boys or girls, nvr evr play cupid for anyone k, too much stress in life already why to invite more issues, u don’t need to be tht good always to ur so called friends who can do anything behind ur back anytime, tbh goin through some similar hell recently
- like everyday tryin to find sth excitin n doin
- Lost rings! wht cares about flowers now ʕ´• ᴥ•̥`ʔthe one was self made with beads, it had a sunflower in center and surrounding it cute little roses of different colours, it had a green yellowish theme, other a cute little five diff size stone ring, used many times, lost once at night but again found just to silly lose on the way back!! Whtta a night! So many events n so are memories, both gud n bad ones anyways
- its’ Medical condition; bein phknn brain rotteen weird crack head with little to no intelligence dmg
- no matter how hard (i)t tried [(wo thodi tunhara kabhi ho payegi)]: she can never be yours! Wonderin why! At the end she just wshd to be hers’, jst to be smn to her bs!
- Keepin n choosin in the boxes with so much care for each!
- Recent days:: got sick severely second degree burns n wht not mates! Umm still so much pain there’s but ya fineee
- Soon shes Gonna be gone!!
- Nearly Three years! Built archives! Made some memories! Came across n experienced so many things! Now at d wrpin up Stge of all tht I gss! Byess
- Familiar faces keep on fading! New faces keep on adding! The world already has started to feel so unfamiliar
- It has just no reason to do it! It never had! Whatever silliness it’s high time now!! Evrythin shd end fr for her!!!
- Enof of the spree! Should have stopped long ago!! Whatever it shopped in the mall of this world – nothing is going to go with it! Just peace! Stop! Accept
- N then it came back to find her just lying down thre defeatedPicked up then cycled way back to the place! It was raining crazy lighting so dangerous Obv
- Conversation about relaxed face!! End of Convo summery, sis’ relaxed face: poker face, its’ face: thinker wth 🙆♀️🤦♀️🙅♀️
- Real nasty rain just got us all here so dirty today
- It’s not about the snacks! it’s about the stories
- It left the past behind for to focus on present n futureBut beyond all that noise nothing really existed for her anymore– she’s better off dead!!
- Finellyyy friends its joplin journal is working kinda fine!! Feelin k hope it’ll be okay oh god!! What jst happened:(whenever it feels ltl bit better next moment sth tragic hpns for sure! Jst lik now got sth in news!
- She feared silence! It accepted the silence!Peace!Peace
- It really now likes the ghostly silence of the day– everyday! Something she was so afraid of!
- With or without goals will always be same nmw
- Electricity gone!! Mosquitoes come — dance dance danceJust a common hostel scene! No sleep! Cryyyy evn the mosquito incense is of no use!!✓
- Got some burns as blessings in the mring — now thre re bubbles on da damn body – it’ll jst poke these n boom blood
- It feels good to make, to prepare some food that has some nostalgia value, it has bn doin sth like this recntly
- And the hairs got so icky sticky it thot tht it’ll go full bald!!
- E en water is tastin so bitter
- Observed da fasting n ya still very much sick to do anything but worked a lot today till the end so ya that’s it
- Used lap umm installed joplin thn tel cleared chrome
- Now evn to reply creepy texts its takin help- of chtgpt
- It showed her blogs n all with so much love n trust but what about her?? Does she even care to see!!! Not even some looks of support umm fine fair enof!! Trashes don’t need any such attention
- The aunts gave it so much chillies with so much love now it’s crying n crying with burning ears.. btw those are literally three dried long red chillies umm fried ya boiled
- What can u expect from it when it’s just the most foolish person on earth? A smart person will work smart and get result fast but it’s foolish, it works thrice the amount to just fail at the end🥲It’s going to end as a failure
- When younger it was so so cautious, grammar was good, writing was better, as it got older it just became more cringe
- Downloaded obsidian from dynalist twice n deleted umm there are other such too
- STUDIED, WORKED, Went out, took her out, ltl bit played games, PrAyEd, Slept, TIRED, talked n texted Feelin Dead
- storyshots!!
- The way it’s forgetting evrything gud lord n the way it’s just trying to portray itself as the wrong puzzle piece in life of evryone ( it feels like that all the time) just so it knows for sure that all will leave eventually n it just wishes to make evrything easy for evryone so they’ll feel no pain!! It never mattered to anyone and at the end with this wrong portrayal whatever little bit may be there ( was there?) will not exist either!
- It’s blessed though it bleeds
- Good songs remind it of good things!Um people are good! It’s blessed
- U were the nicest so they just prolly faked being little nice.. u know like near may be bare minimum then u get tired, how much can u do, now u nice just not too nice n nobody exists out there for u.. they were there only when u did sth extra, it’s because u always did more so they jst can’t ignore
- Messy Messho Mania
- Eating cycle is like not feeling like eating anything then having some peanuts then feeling full to not feeling like eating anymore anything at all again
- The more love the sleepier ull be around them?? Umm may be because love just calms us down I guess! At the end all we just need to keep going is Little love
- Fault is in our stars friends!!! My friends!! Felllow dear hoomans fault is in the horoscope
- Love is love, it’s so wholesome, best feeling out there, but it just has no luck;; so unlucky damnn girl
- It never expected anybody to understand her,,, so different situations love u were never wrong, it’s just her
- End ecstasy excitementSssauce spices seeds
- If anything it’s just a very terrible overthinker not a talker n not at all a writer n it jst rants out except tht nth
- Damn my lord hell the roomates ( older than me) n also the owners here ragging me continuously vry brutally ( als being bullied) n damn m h ad just tryin to tolerate all this time jst hve no other way other than tht just as usual rkuing cryin jst he to survive
- Sis shaved me! Umm the moustache!! Facee
- Very Severe Anxiety it has always been very very anxious༼_ಥ
- 1 need love not marriage1 means i
- My 11:11 my 00:00 my evry minute every hour evry second every time of the day o my evrythin my lo my li
- When there’s no body — it just like watch contents loudly because nobody is here n nobody will get disturbed so it’s free n ya going out to get super cheap stacks of good n necessary things with savings n ya umm not placin just ths quick online orders.. livin’ in moments largely.. playing music.. peace.. sleep some mor..n it gos on fun
- Hi btw it – I use it for myself – not I- just IT- I like IT
- Bought cucumbers, fried peanuts n anyways made a nice salad out of all ths jst the way I(t) likes~ ymy n hlthy
- Jst suppose randmly saw some items available n thn naturally makee- tryin sth real nostlgc out of all tht
- It’s all just so much better out there, come out of the hole
- Umm wee achieved sth with our second last post btw.. two💯
- Forever pals — the numbers are still saved with suffix pal — because though the people don’t stay atleast the lessons I(t) learnt from them will last a lifetime
- U can only lose someone u’ve
- Damn egoooo as big as a giant ostrich egg– da doctor – can he even be called a decent person in his patients dictionary
- Have u ever experienced failed friendships friends?
- Children’s protein powder is just yummy man just have ltl bit in a little spoon n just yum num yum noice noic
- Here at the end nobody is a friend! I’ve no enemity for anyone from my side and I hold no illJst need to survive somehow bs
- He’s Not so serious and just so selfish 💯
- Eventually evrything connects anyways
- Hope evrything will be easier with Time — can only hope bs
- So scary it seems, the darkness, yet it waited outside, it waited and waited but never called
- came back cycling getting tidally wet in the rainn
- And the lights went off one by one
- It’s always Beyond their mind so they call me mad
- No matter what to this person I’ll always be just a rat
- I feared darkness, I feared silence, I turned off the lights myself, I became silent with time, no more words; silence
- Peanuts peanuts peanuts
- The hearts came one by one
- Jst tryin to find meanin out of evrythn ths lttle life
- Have rest love!! Yes yes once I die — permanent rest it would be- till thn jst gud lord continue the damn existence
- Just some Screenshots ths tht depict — us, plus lifeGrey greyy whatever
- Behaviour of a pure stalker, not a supporter
- Counting days, calories evrything, it( I) repeat evrything, soon when I die whatever may happen, whatever may be left atleast just no regrets frm my side
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