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What’s a small moment from your past that you still think about years later?

Moments of pain tht can’t be forgotten, I don’t want to think but they somehow come to me the most, they happen to me all the time whther I’m awake or/  asleep thy jkeep on comin so ya

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What’s a completely useless fact you love sharing?

I’m fully useless

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What’s a book or movie that genuinely scared you?

My life

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If you had a free round-trip ticket to anywhere, where would you go?

Heaven

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What’s a song that changed your life?

Spiritual hymns may be idk really what song can even change life lik tht except thes e

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What are your thoughts about cryptocurrency?

What to think

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If you had to sum up your life philosophy in one sentence, what would it be?

–that I can call myself

Alive or gone; it doesn’t matter as either way I was pure  worthless a full failure nth else-

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Share a few recent shots from your camera roll, no context needed.

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What’s one thing you own that holds deep sentimental value?

Do I even own myself anyways no sentiments nth tht I can afford to !!!

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What’s the worst travel experience you’ve ever had?

My life

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What’s one piece of travel advice you always follow?

No money but more memories

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What was your first ever videogame?

Let me play once then only i can say

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Do you set personal goals for yourself?

Ofc

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What do you think is the future of AI?

It’s future ig

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Which book’s world would be the absolute worst to live in?

Mmm vox ig!

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What’s the most underrated movie you’ve ever watched?

Sunk into her

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What’s something you’ve done that you never thought you could?

Tbh

Surviving super duper traumatic ;also full of abuse lyf and being alive tll now

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If you could switch lives with a famous person for a week, who would it be and why?

MJ; how to create magic

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How do you manage stress?slee

Sleep thruu hell!!

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If you could go back in time and give your younger self advice, what would it be?

Don’t have hope!! It’ll only get worse with time

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What’s something you’ve done that your past self would be proud of?

Livin’ till- now

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What’s the best online course you’ve ever taken?

Nyip- ig🙆‍♀️

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Which celebrity would you love to meet, and what would you talk about?

Diana! Humanity ig

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What does it mean to be a good person?

Ig now Being good to everyone including mine not just others but for me too

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What’s a country that’s at the top of your bucket list?

Bhutan

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What are your strategies for SEO?

Idk

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What’s one thing you know now that would have saved your younger self a lot of pain?

Little Care!!

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What’s the weirdest movie you’ve ever watched?

Me!

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Tell us about your morning routine.

Get cursed, wake up, do chores z pray, work,  study,

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What’s the best way to meet new people while traveling?

first lemme travel well thn

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If aliens arrived tomorrow, what’s the first thing you’d ask them?

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What’s the most underrated life skill?

Not killin myself

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What’s a personal mantra or philosophy you live by?

Work hard as much possible

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What’s the best way to explore a new city?

Learning and walking ig ig

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What’s a moment in your life that made you feel truly alive?

Crying

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The genie grants you a wish. What is it?

End my life

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What are your favorite side-hustle ideas?

3d printing ig

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What are five simple exercises to do at home?

I wish I cld cycle inside home

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Which relationship has taught you the most about yourself?

Mother daughter

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If you could start a new business right now, what would it be?

Stupidness

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What are your best healthy eating habits?

Simple sattvik meals

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Do you believe in karma?

Obv

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How do you write what people actually want to read?

Just write what you feel only

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What’s the most spontaneous thing you’ve ever done?

Self-harming

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How do you make time for self-care?

Tbh I don’t

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What’s a place you visited that felt like home?

College

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Can I really?

Can I love?

Can I live?

Can I again smile?

Can I ?

Afterall to die seems far easier

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I guess only I wish for myself to continue life, nobody else likes to see me alive , I hope to die, then evryone will be happy and they’ll not be alone like me

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Comfort space-

Behind the bed there was a very narrow space like three feet length ig,

growing up tht was always my safe space , my comfort space, space to survive; all tht , evrything here, can’t express in words how much it helped me to live in moments of extreme helplessness when I had none 🙂

Well btwv did I even ever had anyone 🙂 anyways years have gone by and now at this age too it’s still the place tht keeps me going

Today just ya I’m crying and I’m obviously back here , I S totally dark , there are mosquies, the house is full of noise , full chaos but ya I’m just here in my three feet space ( well I don’t even owe this much space here) nothing is mine, I’m just borrowing this space to keep myself alive some more

Sleeping in ground in total darkness helps

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Today was sister’s day also friendship day , saw some reels n stories in socials n found out , a little brother n one more friend wished me happy sister’s day n happy friendship day respectively, talked n wished nd also wished atleast nine friends a friendship day n to my sister’s a very happy sister day<3!

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Thanks god was just taking pictures of foods through facebook or else would have lost all lll

Damns things hurt so much foods floods fogs etcetcc

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How to not forget! Feeling so lost!! Forgettin evrythin n a lot

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Homecoming 🥹 bittersweet

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Shouldn’t cry!! shouldn’t cry!!! but how to stop crying—

Cryin always continues

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I shouldn’t cry , I shouldn’t cry, eyes hurting so bad so so bad, nobody sees, nobody cares, nobody gives a damn , I’m numb , I’ll suffer more, will get scolded n get besyen more if I cry I shdn’t

Reality is yes

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What pray, what God damn devotion, atleast I have no pretense, why so fake u’re, actin like u give a damn or care for me so much to just kill me as worse way as possible just next moment so that it’ll hurt the heart’ the mostest, what a killer kind witch o’ benevolent love u’re

It nevrr benefits me, I’m not blessed enof to live, life feels da worst

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Still being tortured as I was all childhood also incoming adulthood until now , even worse, it’s just getting pure worse with time, hurting too much, crying duesnt Help to keep calm anymore, I only wish death of me, nothing else

It’s hell home, I’m dyin, u shd never come back hre love, ull die please

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Bye bye today! Very sickly day

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Granny went away today! Bitter sweet family moment anyway hv nth worth tht belongs to it(I) can’t complain

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Granny granny granny sweeter than honey

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O Sweet Pink and purple

Pink and white

Colour of flowers

Colour of phenyl

Tht I drank to kms but

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Somebody who’s mostly angry can hardly be happy in life

ମୁଁ ଭାବେ ସବୁବେଳେ ରାଗୀ ଲୋକ କେବେ ବହୁତ୍ ବେଶୀ ଖୁସି ହେଇ ପାରେନି ଜୀବନ ରେ

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Life is depressing! I’m forgetting evrything

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It’s not true that you’ll be loved if u’re good! Be bad

Wannabe baddiee

Eww rew lll

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A little public blogger n a private vloggr

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Unlike others it has gone through a goddamn whole metamorphosis

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it has been sometime now , atleast months, Even gemini knows about the guy, in most of the questions it feels like it’s teasin me mentioning him in the answerse

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cried a lot again today, really a lot badly

Both mentally and physically I’m so drained, so exhausted, can’t see anyway outta life, for me just pain all the way

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🚲🚵‍♀️The uncle there noticed me inquiring about a sattvik shop so he quickly from the other side of the road signalled me to a shop , such kind gentle person

In tht scorching heat did cycling of atleast thirty miles btw

While returning an uncle driving his scooter 🛵 in the wrong direction shouted badly towards, he was clearly drunk , fear for life I just quickly left , gud bad evryth coexist on earth

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Ig I’m done with this city! Here where I was born in n grown up , I’ve learnt enough to take care of anything in business here in any aspect,  from here it’s time to move on to be sth bigger z somewhere better, wher I can breath, may b bsr, capital city or somewhere they decide I’ll just follow

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Pal — getting hurt doesn’t hurt much! Being hurt by them who idk duesnt hurt! It’s only them who I’m familiar with , getting hurt by the friends hurt the most, the ones I love not enemies. No expectations, dead of evrything

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What wine was I drinkin on to be this unstable that time!!Mad full mad fool gurlo

https://imgur.com/a/just-gossiping-with-myself-since-like-forever-CEKvASc

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Life I guess is all about the experience, may be the food, flowers, skies n nature n people evryth about how we feel, tryin to make sure it to be a gud one

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To care for others heart you first have to have a heart of ur own inside ur rib cage, considerin what you’ve done to me, to all people I guess u’ve none within urs , though it’s there, it beats but has no feelings or emotions or just a biological peace of meat

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Rain drops outside and rain sounds inside the house

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.. started the day nicely with some nice prayers, had myself watching livecast from puri temple throughout the day throughout all the pain, worked dead!!

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Can’t love her own kid, never cared for  own blood child born of own womb but claimed to love never once seen God

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She died! I’ll be dead! Except fate and time, no people , Nobody to be blamed

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I’ve no fault but I’m being punished at the end , so what’s the result of sll it. All the sufferings

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So many screenshots,, so little storage, so much signifince, so significant memories

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If I can’t get it I’ll just write about it at best

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So called friend is sharing pictures online while enjoying a nice vacation out of state meanwhile owing me money nd things

Like u’ve money but ull not return the damn money you took from someone, u even ok with keeping my things nd not returning, ull talk but will not mention nd if I shamelessly ask to get back ull give excuses wah be careful with who u give friends! Ur  Student life is hard nd ur struggling super nd with such vulture friends ur life is even extra hell!! Not having them is thousands times better anytime but here see I’m stuck! Be careful with who u let into ur life too plss

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Who r really gold diggers? Girls or guys? Atleast three of my guy friends owe me money in this city (ps. As a severely broke student it’s really tough but what to say🤷‍♀️thy snd return but ik thy will not ) & I owe nth no money to anyone ,, any person of any gender lik tht

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Everytime atleast most of the time after scolding, beating ( literally hurting anyway p) she’ll say no mother on earth does this , what a nice no more lik a supr weird flex

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Oh my! Please remove the hesitation of my heart! Please help me heal

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Family food times are just so so so precious

Thinkin to just start a segment for it in family album L

Let’s see

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U should learn how to take care of ur own sickness I guess or yes go to hospice!! Evryone has their own sickness to deal with here — can’t expect anyone else to care for ur sickness when they’re dealing with theirs

Just how fast things escalate

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In the end it was all just about you only not about me

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Ltl baby, child is watching cartoon next to it, its (I) crying , classic example of how evryone has got to be busy in their own little world and it should be tht way, just forever happy nd content inside ur own little bubble

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I was always the child who held evrythn in for the longest

Never complained, never said a word, just accepted

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Those who are the closest to you only they, they’ve the most power to hurt you, , worst possible way

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Why do I feel so bad for just only taking a little stand for myself in front of those who hurt me the worst possible way as a child and even as an adult now it’s continuing, there’s just no way out to escape from this cycle of abuse unless I’m gone from here

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The one who has done most bad to me in life is them who has brought me to this world!

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Guy said see what a life u’ve. Alone!, joke) anyways suffering is constant but why to suffer together man

It’s more than enough to suffer alone! Don’t need a mate to suffer with tbh

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Never really knew! Never even tried ltl bit to know the level of my Lovin u nd my sufferings! Never cared to know and anyways now I’m just so tired of being helpful to souls who never dared a bit to care for me! It feels selfish bt IM just so tired! Beyond dead,– it’s not as similar to u Camlin urself dead in dm while prolly laughing out wth ur roomates or in club

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U say u love me but I find it a joke!!  Back to love??

Love is precious but where were u at her darkest moments? U just left her to suffer alone! But now all of sudden u’re so full of such love but can u bring an alrdy dead cadavr bac to life

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Gentle very gentle breeze!

Love

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Got a tempo dumpin for journals bfr buyin a bttr box

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Every month has its own highlights