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Bye bye today! Very sickly day

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Granny went away today! Bitter sweet family moment anyway hv nth worth tht belongs to it(I) can’t complain

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Granny granny granny sweeter than honey

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O Sweet Pink and purple

Pink and white

Colour of flowers

Colour of phenyl

Tht I drank to kms but

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Somebody who’s mostly angry can hardly be happy in life

ମୁଁ ଭାବେ ସବୁବେଳେ ରାଗୀ ଲୋକ କେବେ ବହୁତ୍ ବେଶୀ ଖୁସି ହେଇ ପାରେନି ଜୀବନ ରେ

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Life is depressing! I’m forgetting evrything

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It’s not true that you’ll be loved if u’re good! Be bad

Wannabe baddiee

Eww rew lll

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A little public blogger n a private vloggr

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Unlike others it has gone through a goddamn whole metamorphosis

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it has been sometime now , atleast months, Even gemini knows about the guy, in most of the questions it feels like it’s teasin me mentioning him in the answerse

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cried a lot again today, really a lot badly

Both mentally and physically I’m so drained, so exhausted, can’t see anyway outta life, for me just pain all the way

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🚲🚵‍♀️The uncle there noticed me inquiring about a sattvik shop so he quickly from the other side of the road signalled me to a shop , such kind gentle person

In tht scorching heat did cycling of atleast thirty miles btw

While returning an uncle driving his scooter 🛵 in the wrong direction shouted badly towards, he was clearly drunk , fear for life I just quickly left , gud bad evryth coexist on earth

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Ig I’m done with this city! Here where I was born in n grown up , I’ve learnt enough to take care of anything in business here in any aspect,  from here it’s time to move on to be sth bigger z somewhere better, wher I can breath, may b bsr, capital city or somewhere they decide I’ll just follow

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Pal — getting hurt doesn’t hurt much! Being hurt by them who idk duesnt hurt! It’s only them who I’m familiar with , getting hurt by the friends hurt the most, the ones I love not enemies. No expectations, dead of evrything

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What wine was I drinkin on to be this unstable that time!!Mad full mad fool gurlo

https://imgur.com/a/just-gossiping-with-myself-since-like-forever-CEKvASc

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idk

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Life I guess is all about the experience, may be the food, flowers, skies n nature n people evryth about how we feel, tryin to make sure it to be a gud one

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To care for others heart you first have to have a heart of ur own inside ur rib cage, considerin what you’ve done to me, to all people I guess u’ve none within urs , though it’s there, it beats but has no feelings or emotions or just a biological peace of meat

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Rain drops outside and rain sounds inside the house

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.. started the day nicely with some nice prayers, had myself watching livecast from puri temple throughout the day throughout all the pain, worked dead!!

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Can’t love her own kid, never cared for  own blood child born of own womb but claimed to love never once seen God

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She died! I’ll be dead! Except fate and time, no people , Nobody to be blamed

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I’ve no fault but I’m being punished at the end , so what’s the result of sll it. All the sufferings

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So many screenshots,, so little storage, so much signifince, so significant memories

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If I can’t get it I’ll just write about it at best

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So called friend is sharing pictures online while enjoying a nice vacation out of state meanwhile owing me money nd things

Like u’ve money but ull not return the damn money you took from someone, u even ok with keeping my things nd not returning, ull talk but will not mention nd if I shamelessly ask to get back ull give excuses wah be careful with who u give friends! Ur  Student life is hard nd ur struggling super nd with such vulture friends ur life is even extra hell!! Not having them is thousands times better anytime but here see I’m stuck! Be careful with who u let into ur life too plss

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Who r really gold diggers? Girls or guys? Atleast three of my guy friends owe me money in this city (ps. As a severely broke student it’s really tough but what to say🤷‍♀️thy snd return but ik thy will not ) & I owe nth no money to anyone ,, any person of any gender lik tht

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Everytime atleast most of the time after scolding, beating ( literally hurting anyway p) she’ll say no mother on earth does this , what a nice no more lik a supr weird flex

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Oh my! Please remove the hesitation of my heart! Please help me heal

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Family food times are just so so so precious

Thinkin to just start a segment for it in family album L

Let’s see

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U should learn how to take care of ur own sickness I guess or yes go to hospice!! Evryone has their own sickness to deal with here — can’t expect anyone else to care for ur sickness when they’re dealing with theirs

Just how fast things escalate

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In the end it was all just about you only not about me

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Ltl baby, child is watching cartoon next to it, its (I) crying , classic example of how evryone has got to be busy in their own little world and it should be tht way, just forever happy nd content inside ur own little bubble

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I was always the child who held evrythn in for the longest

Never complained, never said a word, just accepted

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Those who are the closest to you only they, they’ve the most power to hurt you, , worst possible way

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Why do I feel so bad for just only taking a little stand for myself in front of those who hurt me the worst possible way as a child and even as an adult now it’s continuing, there’s just no way out to escape from this cycle of abuse unless I’m gone from here

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The one who has done most bad to me in life is them who has brought me to this world!

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Guy said see what a life u’ve. Alone!, joke) anyways suffering is constant but why to suffer together man

It’s more than enough to suffer alone! Don’t need a mate to suffer with tbh

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Never really knew! Never even tried ltl bit to know the level of my Lovin u nd my sufferings! Never cared to know and anyways now I’m just so tired of being helpful to souls who never dared a bit to care for me! It feels selfish bt IM just so tired! Beyond dead,– it’s not as similar to u Camlin urself dead in dm while prolly laughing out wth ur roomates or in club

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U say u love me but I find it a joke!!  Back to love??

Love is precious but where were u at her darkest moments? U just left her to suffer alone! But now all of sudden u’re so full of such love but can u bring an alrdy dead cadavr bac to life

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Gentle very gentle breeze!

Love

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Got a tempo dumpin for journals bfr buyin a bttr box

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Every month has its own highlights

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Scrolling &ss stalking

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Mosquitoes are such nice roomates umm hope my cockroach is not get jealous

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Video called 🥹

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It has started raining really badly like just that day, worked a lot now havin the snacks tht man got me in the train n  rain comin in  hre, me jst junk journalin n tngs lik–Sorting out studies and stuffs nd ya obviously fon

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I just wait and ya slept

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We’re one big sad monster !! four legs , four arms , two heads, two noses! Yes yes

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What we had it’s not for the world to know! how deep was our love, love  thtll last till we both are in our grave

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Angel face you broke my scale!

🐥 said me

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Six females including it/me in one room here today 💤💤💤

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Prepared a nice three layered bed hhh let’s goo

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In rcnt days hve gtn so mch blood Outta pimples on face oof

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Evrything is extraordinary

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Back right at 00:00

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Just cried bad

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Nth fr beats it! Having some good food in meals n just watching some nice low brain entertainin things—

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Texted beloved gud friends on sw!

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Really miss that cute little purple butterfly clip more thn anything!! How can it jst got lost lik that! Cant find it! 😔

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The day spent with loud sound of weddin in bckgrnd!!

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Spent the damn day cryin in pain!! Still alive though dosto!-

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Neet!! One year ago it was there too!! Have come sofar! So much can change in one year n so much can still stay same!!

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Tryin to plan– adopt – live —

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Charms on Chains

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(Eak thik toh sab thik): feelin like if tht one person is right evrything is right, evryone, atleast that’s how it feels, may be it’s because of love them who do I hate!! Nobody may be it’s about tht special someone!! Though u love evryone someone just feels more special somehow! May be m-y mind is playin some stupid little game with m!!!

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Never ever introduce ur friends to eachother, specially opposites, don’t know who to trust, they get into relationships, not an issue but they betray u n it’s all happenin behind ur back, if sth wrong ull be blamed n they never take accountability for their actions, never be an unnecessary pls cupid boys or girls, nvr evr play cupid for anyone k, too much stress in life already why to invite more issues, u don’t need to be tht good always to ur so called friends who can do anything behind ur back anytime, tbh goin through some similar hell recently

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like everyday tryin to find sth excitin n doin

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Lost rings! wht cares about flowers now ʕ⁠´⁠•⁠ ⁠ᴥ⁠•̥⁠`⁠ʔthe one was self made with beads, it had a sunflower in center and surrounding it cute little roses of different colours, it had a green yellowish theme, other a cute little five diff size stone ring, used many times, lost once at night but again found just to silly lose on the way back!! Whtta a night! So many events n so are memories, both gud n bad ones anyways

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its’ Medical condition; bein phknn brain rotteen weird crack head with little to no intelligence dmg

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no matter how hard (i)t tried [(wo thodi tunhara kabhi ho payegi)]: she can never be yours! Wonderin why! At the end she just wshd to be hers’, jst to be smn to her bs!

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Keepin n choosin in the boxes with so much care for each!

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Recent days:: got sick severely second degree burns n wht not mates! Umm still so much pain there’s but ya fineee

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Soon shes Gonna be gone!!

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Nearly Three years! Built archives! Made some memories! Came across n experienced so many things! Now  at d wrpin up Stge of all tht I gss! Byess

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Familiar faces keep on fading! New faces keep on adding! The world already has started to feel so unfamiliar

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It has just no reason to do it! It never had! Whatever silliness it’s high time now!! Evrythin shd end fr for her!!!

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Enof of the spree! Should have stopped long ago!! Whatever it shopped in the mall of this world – nothing is going to go with it! Just peace! Stop! Accept

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N then it came back to find her just lying down thre defeated

Picked up then cycled way back to the place! It was raining crazy lighting so dangerous Obv

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Conversation about relaxed face!! End of Convo summery, sis’ relaxed face: poker face, its’ face: thinker wth 🙆‍♀️🤦‍♀️🙅‍♀️

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Real nasty rain just got us all here so dirty today

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It’s not about the snacks! it’s about the stories

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It left the past behind for to focus on present n future

But beyond all that noise nothing really existed for her anymore– she’s better off dead!!

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Finellyyy friends its joplin journal is working kinda fine!! Feelin k hope it’ll be okay oh god!! What jst happened:(

whenever it feels ltl bit better next moment sth tragic hpns for sure! Jst lik now got sth in news!

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She feared silence! It accepted the silence!Peace!Peace

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It really now likes the ghostly silence of the day– everyday! Something she was so afraid of!

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With or without goals will always be same nmw

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Electricity gone!! Mosquitoes come — dance dance dance

Just a common hostel scene!

No sleep! Cryyyy evn the mosquito incense is of no use!!✓

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Got some burns as blessings in the mring — now thre re bubbles on da damn body – it’ll jst poke these n boom blood

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It feels good to make, to prepare some food that has some nostalgia value, it has bn doin sth like this recntly

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And the hairs got so icky sticky it thot tht it’ll go full bald!!

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E en water is tastin so bitter

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Observed da fasting n ya still very much sick to do anything but worked a lot today till the end so ya that’s it

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Used lap umm installed joplin thn tel cleared chrome

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Now evn to reply creepy texts its takin help- of chtgpt

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It showed her blogs n all with so much love n trust but what about her?? Does she even care to see!!! Not even some looks of support umm fine fair enof!! Trashes don’t need any such attention

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The aunts gave it so much chillies with so much love now it’s crying n crying with burning ears.. btw those are literally three dried long red chillies umm fried ya boiled

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What can u expect from it when it’s just the most foolish person on earth? A smart person will work smart and get result fast but it’s foolish, it works thrice the amount to just fail at the end🥲

It’s going to end as a failure

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When younger it was so so cautious, grammar was good, writing was better, as it got older it just became more cringe

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Downloaded obsidian from dynalist twice n deleted umm there are other such too