And if I want to rant then I’ve my rented room and also these blogs of my to come back anytime, I can come here. These places belong to me, why go to other places where I’ve no value well here too I’ve no value and it’s just miserable of me still fine
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Just be real and be good; I just wanted to say this but I didn’t, if someone wants to be good he’ll be, my words will not change anything, if he wants to fake he’ll fake forever so just let them be however they wish
Made water rice because the heat you know it’s just too much here n ya 🍃too much green things with it yum y
I absolutely hate myself I’m forgetting a lot tbhh
I just want to feel lighter
So no internet n nth left lol anyways whatever little is comin is not even sufficient to open college groups on whatsapp noicee I’ll end March with a nice sleep if possible.. I’ve worked real hard I’m so sick n tired
I just want to feel lighter
At onetime I can use only one phone, at one time people can love/date one person right, it feels impossible like just how do they?? It feels like cheating to me! Unbelievable
Came on own and lied z played with words,! ( You were never even a well-wisher for me, you always did worse and expected me to not give any response in return, I should tolerate and I did until a time when I just couldn’t 9 anymore
So selfish so self entered just doing what feels right, whatever feels good to you
You never cared about the opposite person ( here me)
Your actions and conversations as I still go over in my head ( iyk) I realise what a horrible mistake I made!! Shame on me! I never really learnt any lessons from this journey called life!!
I always repeat the same mistakes! Trusting easily is one my worst traits
And u took advantage of me for that anyes thanks very much for ruinin my days evn bfr thy start
This one pimple on face wll jst not leave me alone people
Slept like three hours n woke up to stranger pain all over body, I think fasting does tht anyways after a gud amount of breakfast now I’ve too much energy to conquer today!
Until that day I’ll just repeat the same routine nothing else
In death
I hope I’ll be the happiest atleast
Exist! Live breath love to die
Everyday same!! Dying little more!! The final day will arrive!! I hope for it to happen soon, please come!! At worse I’ll not be here!! I’ll die fine!! Peace! Lo Love love
I just love overthink n die
Being in Love just I feel makes me want to eat more!! Have more and more food bas but why anyways it’s all fine I’m always in love I love evryone people I Goddam love all ya
Stupid brain-dead weird
Such blessings! According to others anyways I’ll better have curses to suffer all lif thn to gt blessd in ths way..
Audacity of people committing the worst thing possible to you n then claiming thier so called child like innocence! Damn they be make you the villian tht wht not youre r may be ure one 🤷♀️ wtvr but thy no gud for suree
I’ll just do my part & hopefully protect my peace! Gimme one pizza of piece please umm damn this journey no slice
Hesitation doesn’t Help!! So jst go n do whatever u want in life like confess to ur crush or sth n get crsd if no luckeg.Me
Reddit gives me a reality check most of the damn time
Still Life !! This journey not at all easy!! Me not at all extraordinary
My choice??? This life?? Never
I’ll always choose to be kind!! I said that day you’re here to be loved, To lead!! Being good to him feels real gud to me!
It’s all umm whatever ltl yet so precious goodnessess I’ve come across in my way… Yill now and ya hope in future al
Thanks so much for the countless eigjt minutes love love lo
What do they distribute on roadside? Coloured water! Shades of Orange and white ye
I think all of us have some spiritual strength that helps us keep going somehow!! Umm then it’s horrible how I’m losing it all lol sooon Ill be gone I hope damn my life
I really hate!; what a horrible hybrid I’ve Become with time? No I was always just same!! Insane Shame! Me! Such. A weirdo
Ill jst do my part bs
Genes wll go on n on
Such a huge but totally unnecessary chaos on our roads it was . . Be it villages or cities
Just too much of noises and evrythin
Potato chips with mild soy sauce tastes quite nice
I just wore my earrings myself ya this pair is always hard to put on! Umm not tht but may be may be it just proves I can do evrything all alone🙅♀️just joking friends
very kasually how lovely made that coupl account anyways dnt know how to get all those money back but recently used tht money to do granny’s recharge well-done 🤷♀️ it’s funny how I can never keep all the papers in one place llzz ssso diverrse
Tudors over both the Anne catherines henry mary eliz now my feed is showin john john n Cbk lolzz
I notice that recently whenever I’ve to travel I mean sth of little significance I do make so many purchases 🥲🤷♀️ that’s I think the only time when I’m spending noticeably more money than any usual time of the year
For most my existence in their life was for them to survive! But for you all my efforts, my evrything was never enough for the one who meant evrything to me
High time now that This love brain should just shut off
It was !! It’s always somebody who you loved with most part of your heart! You tried very hard till the end! You get hurt in the worst possible way and you realise for the most part it’s all your mistake
I just want to sleep Snd to never ever have to wake up again
I’m forgetting! You should know that you’ve hurt me the worst possible way
God damn evryone! May Gd forgive evryone!! I’m just a nobody
Nobody to judge
I think I’ve lost the Narasimha kavach
Shri Narsingh Kavach Tulsi Mala – Tulsi Mala https://share.google/kBkDchQvOvsD4HeoS
Can get one from here??
ya I’m back being guc and kind
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https://www.reddit.com/r/pj_explained/s/iCN6mu0LuD
I’ve what letterboxd
Livin Lovin but never really knowing n understanding eachother enough
umm
Last time I went to hospital I locked myself in the hospital bathroom eww so miserable
started! For the first time gave someone so much access! A chance to accept but what was a result! Su b a terrible disappointment
What about you
You’ll always have me here
Old hag but
Think about it did I ever have anyone anyway
said I’m ur muse behind every song that you listen, evryy song that u sing! Evry poem that you write
Toi much lie
How could u leave
Wished to give you love when we meet! But finally see the reality; we could never had sort out
turns out I was never even wanted
U don’t want me?
Did u ever??
Needed a brother so can you??? Will you be the brother I need?? U never did once try while all this time I was trying my best to be the sister tht u deserve!!
So overwhelming emotions but what’s the use all useless
No priority
I never meant anything
Can’t even afford to get angry n all
Older together
Till death bed
But never loved!
Wherever and however you needed me I tried to be there but that I just can’t do! Were you ever there for me?
Sharing lives in morning! Discord timings! Singing songs to what not plus so much hurt fir nothing
A bond that’ll never last
Because the
He was never sure
I wish the papers just get burnt
Love that so shallow never got anything In return
Simple! You’ve evrything and evryone but what about me?
Hurt me but heal the damn world! If that’s ur mission I’ve nothing to say
In one family bit people are far apart tht only they’ll get the news of death
What’s the use of love
Love the way they knew
Getting obsessed
Possessed
U for sure know that you love me
But not enough to live with me
Not enough to choose me
You don’t want to be with anyone
All alone
Then what’s the issue
When I’m sick you’re never here
Babe baby love what a liar!! What a cheater u turned out to be!
Not even I. My darkest of dreams I thought tht
Gud well wishes on finding ur potential partners
So much pretence
I wish my thoughts just go dry completely
guy just played me totally
funny how I taught you how to love but guess what?? U learnt and loved someone else?! What’s the use! Why not me!
blogs are best
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I do love, I get possesive and protective very positively and deeply but without any desires,
Very much human though different
Genophobia
Monotropic / exclusive attachment preference
Desire for one deep emotional bond
Asexual
Sex-repulsed
Romance-repulsed
https://chatgpt.com/s/t_69b48a2ae714819192257f37cb6f1568
https://chatgpt.com/share/69b48a6b-fa30-8012-8cd7-808ffa5edcd4
https://chatgpt.com/share/69b48a6b-fa30-8012-8cd7-808ffa5edcd4
Genophobia / sexual phobia);. strong sexual aversion, sex-repulsed, romance-repulsed / romance-averse, asexual.
I’ll never ever forget the last smile! I’ll forever keep it in the deepest part of my heart!
How can u just heal a heart and hurt another heart at the same time?
hosh hosh
My sister will not want me to be weaker
Communication gives clarity
📓🍾!
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1gshbc1PoFsGMDUcZTtffnER_qKXXF3Ej
Well well well have a look
Nothing
Somthing tht triggered sth in me
I just shrunk into nothing
The darkness
I don’t remember much of it
I’ve blotted it out I think for the most part of it
It was such pain
It was more tears then anything else
I’m trying to be mature
Anyways there are always people to criticize but never anyone out there to just say this simple word “well-done”.
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Ing
Ace and Aro spectrum
ACE flux demi 🩶 panromantic!
also–
aesthetic
Sensual platonic alterous
Skoliosexual
Fluidity♋
Gaur gaur gaur
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Wow wth 😒
Im just waiting for life to be over soon
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An obsessive archivist
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Oneday surely
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Feels like just deep blue in love
Will cycle to give today’s exam
Let’s gooooooooooooooo
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Will he come or will he not!! Made a gift for a friend who never arrived
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Felt it is not so difficult! I could do it!
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What the hell
Go die girl
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I notice even the bare minimum feels like so much; more than enough to me! I always felt that nothing is bare minimum! Every tiny,, Evry Little drop of care coming my way is precious anyways no exaggerate I should jst learn to take things as they’re
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I keep on forgetting and missing
Forgetting thoughts, missing things and otherwise also true
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Simple semiya with just water, salt, tomato tastes good enough! Cookd well bt corianders ruined
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Believe mother’s love can move mountains
Nvr felt much love from anyone
So whenever there’s slightest bit of care from any side I get moved like no for me it’s the only thing I’ve! I’ve gotten nothing else!! Peace!
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Just watching foreign or whatever movies n gettin dead!.
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She really cares for me I guess! She s nds me so many things including The homemade sauce and chips! It’ll be a lie if I say I didn’t panick when she said she’ll not send these anymore! No more chips and sauce! Why…
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My kind of
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Used that show for so many years just to lose it in the most stupid way possible!! Still remember the place and price after like ten years! My M bought it for me! I loved the little heel ! Felt first time ! Liked the tick tock sound ! They just threw it away like some garbage when I was not there 😒😭
That pant didi said looked like garbage so exchanged
That time when I went in tht shop above the library first time anyways didn’t go again
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Cycled long road to arrive there that evening with her on the back seat! For jagar there was nice lights
Thought to circle around the pond there but there was crowd so stopped
Noticed a gen golgappe stall and thought to inquire! And got to know for the occasion owner is serving no onion garlic for only that day so when web hward it we immediately wanted to try it! Saw there’s also another thing being sold!! Five alus for ten rupees! Dnt see sth like this before so while waiting in line thought to try!! Because they were preparing potatoes fast anyways it was good nostalgic n I ended up overeatin puchkas30
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I was said that I look much better in real life than in pics!!
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They said they’ll be back
In short
I absolutely hate how I’m forgetting a lot
Love is like–
If thy hate u Ill hate thm too lov
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I’m a burden on you
Well! Now we’re even!
🙎♀️
Dignity and identity
All I ever wanted from life
I’ve learnt that I should never evelr mind! I should not notice what other people get or not!!! I shd at most jst focus on if I get to eat enof or not! I feel full so fine
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Cinema time with cookies 🍪🎟️
If it’s not love thn what it’s!!! Love her lik cashew mch mor
Just found out that inside the polythin packet of peanuts she also wrapped some cashews in paper carefully n tied with rubber so it’ll not get mixed and sent frm home!! Lv cashew mch
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