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why here!?)

I’ve realised that ideas, creativities don’t hit at every moment so I should collect at each moment I got it. Also when I was in school I loved mathmatics more but yes I was fairly well in other subjects and managed to clear scholarships plus first rank in final exam. Then I loved doing home chores, hardly used to get inspired towards extra activities still was good in physical science, life science, mil, geography, history etc so by default I was liking to write and do new things but not possible then. When I want to college it was a very vulnerable phase of life , you may say I was just stucked terribly. To add more illness, unhealthy environment, being mocked, no support in study and a lot more problems I’ll share for better some other day. So I just managed to pass with 75%+ but lack of practice thanks to the illness on the exam day and day before I just scored some sixty four in maths where I aspired for atleast a ninety score so I just felt very bad, the scores in other subjects really doesn’t matter to me. Again I got admitted for graduation now the part of maths is so small in my syllabus, so out of hundred now a big percentage is empty, how will I use it, that’s while I discovered that I should write as I really love it, I can share anything I wish from my illnesses to my achievements everything I can note down, I can record my journey for myself and also a whole box of other things I ve just realised that I really can do and enjoy, no idea now did I enjoy doing mathmatics to the same extent or not!? How to find out?)! So the overall efficiency of us human beings are just fixed but we fix our preferences, jobs according to the situation, the surrounding…

maths to poems
Posted in SSraii states

why here!?)

I’ve realised that ideas, creativities don’t hit at every moment so I should collect at each moment I got it. Also when I was in school I loved mathmatics more but yes I was fairly well in other subjects and managed to clear scholarships plus first rank in final exam. Then I loved doing home chores, hardly used to get inspired towards extra activities still was good in physical science, life science, mil, geography, history etc so by default I was liking to write and do new things but not possible then. When I want to college it was a very vulnerable phase of life , you may say I was just stucked terribly. To add more illness, unhealthy environment, being mocked, no support in study and a lot more problems I’ll share for better some other day. So I just managed to pass with 75%+ but lack of practice thanks to the illness on the exam day and day before I just scored some sixty four in maths where I aspired for atleast a ninety score so I just felt very bad, the scores in other subjects really doesn’t matter to me. Again I got admitted for graduation now the part of maths is so small in my syllabus, so out of hundred now a big percentage is empty, how will I use it, that’s while I discovered that I should write as I really love it, I can share anything I wish from my illnesses to my achievements everything I can note down, I can record my journey for myself and also a whole box of other things I ve just realised that I really can do and enjoy, no idea now did I enjoy doing mathmatics to the same extent or not!? How to find out?)! So the overall efficiency of us human beings are just fixed but we fix our preferences, jobs according to the situation, the surrounding…

maths to poems