Little things do leave a lasting impression
in little one’s life.
😒 as I’m growing I’m learning to take things casually not so seriously, but in childhood every little thing seems so heavy of a pain, remember that guest who just avoided you among other children, remember those relatives saying you how differently black you’re, remember those uncles touching you so differently now if someone will say anything do anything I’ll just shout to distract I’ll ignore I’ll do anything for my mind’s safety but then.,
Category: SSraii states
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When I was small I used to get said frequently ‘ ଗରିବର ସ୍ବପ୍ନ ସତ ହୁଏନି ‘ it roughly means that a poor man’s dream never come true but I didn’t believe it then now with time with all the blessings getting first division getting scholarship now entrances I’m like on the verge of like go up or down and I’ve realised it’s not easy, poverty hits the hardest not everyone can overcome everything and like we see yt people becoming succesful online like positive thing or negative tapes whatever it’s not everyone’s cup of tea and when you’ve nothing what to do, I just keep hoping for the best still.
dreams & money as barrier
fictional quote!
planning of twenty years , execution of two years got me a two digit rank!
_ in imagination _
why here!?)
I’ve realised that ideas, creativities don’t hit at every moment so I should collect at each moment I got it. Also when I was in school I loved mathmatics more but yes I was fairly well in other subjects and managed to clear scholarships plus first rank in final exam. Then I loved doing home chores, hardly used to get inspired towards extra activities still was good in physical science, life science, mil, geography, history etc so by default I was liking to write and do new things but not possible then. When I want to college it was a very vulnerable phase of life , you may say I was just stucked terribly. To add more illness, unhealthy environment, being mocked, no support in study and a lot more problems I’ll share for better some other day. So I just managed to pass with 75%+ but lack of practice thanks to the illness on the exam day and day before I just scored some sixty four in maths where I aspired for atleast a ninety score so I just felt very bad, the scores in other subjects really doesn’t matter to me. Again I got admitted for graduation now the part of maths is so small in my syllabus, so out of hundred now a big percentage is empty, how will I use it, that’s while I discovered that I should write as I really love it, I can share anything I wish from my illnesses to my achievements everything I can note down, I can record my journey for myself and also a whole box of other things I ve just realised that I really can do and enjoy, no idea now did I enjoy doing mathmatics to the same extent or not!? How to find out?)! So the overall efficiency of us human beings are just fixed but we fix our preferences, jobs according to the situation, the surrounding…
maths to poems
why here!?)
I’ve realised that ideas, creativities don’t hit at every moment so I should collect at each moment I got it. Also when I was in school I loved mathmatics more but yes I was fairly well in other subjects and managed to clear scholarships plus first rank in final exam. Then I loved doing home chores, hardly used to get inspired towards extra activities still was good in physical science, life science, mil, geography, history etc so by default I was liking to write and do new things but not possible then. When I want to college it was a very vulnerable phase of life , you may say I was just stucked terribly. To add more illness, unhealthy environment, being mocked, no support in study and a lot more problems I’ll share for better some other day. So I just managed to pass with 75%+ but lack of practice thanks to the illness on the exam day and day before I just scored some sixty four in maths where I aspired for atleast a ninety score so I just felt very bad, the scores in other subjects really doesn’t matter to me. Again I got admitted for graduation now the part of maths is so small in my syllabus, so out of hundred now a big percentage is empty, how will I use it, that’s while I discovered that I should write as I really love it, I can share anything I wish from my illnesses to my achievements everything I can note down, I can record my journey for myself and also a whole box of other things I ve just realised that I really can do and enjoy, no idea now did I enjoy doing mathmatics to the same extent or not!? How to find out?)! So the overall efficiency of us human beings are just fixed but we fix our preferences, jobs according to the situation, the surrounding…
maths to poems
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You cannot advise if you’re a failure!?
Can’t I? Please comment, is there nothing to learn from this long journey?
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We can see the universe in a child also as children we can realise the vastness of this universe.
children of the Supreme Lord Krishna.🌌👧
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Assaulters and abusers are just animals.
this is what I believe, that’s just a demon in disguise irrespective of gender, religion, colour, country.
exam depressed girl
For all these years of experiencing exams honestly one thing I’ve noticed that my marks secured depends more on my mental state during the exam hour than the thousands of study hours, preparations done in the whole year.
exam marks
His Grace
I still feel that I’m driven by a divine energy. And it’s truly real.
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rascal raii
Not rasoi but ray optics is more difficult maa’.
Is it?! or isn’t it!!?
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Education sets us free.
ssraii should study!
We ourselves are the hero and villian of our life.
SSraii
statement 3rd Jan 2022
struggle for existence is real materially but not spiritually.
SSraii
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