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Can I really?

Can I love?

Can I live?

Can I again smile?

Can I ?

Afterall to die seems far easier

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I guess only I wish for myself to continue life, nobody else likes to see me alive , I hope to die, then evryone will be happy and they’ll not be alone like me

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Comfort space-

Behind the bed there was a very narrow space like three feet length ig,

growing up tht was always my safe space , my comfort space, space to survive; all tht , evrything here, can’t express in words how much it helped me to live in moments of extreme helplessness when I had none 🙂

Well btwv did I even ever had anyone 🙂 anyways years have gone by and now at this age too it’s still the place tht keeps me going

Today just ya I’m crying and I’m obviously back here , I S totally dark , there are mosquies, the house is full of noise , full chaos but ya I’m just here in my three feet space ( well I don’t even owe this much space here) nothing is mine, I’m just borrowing this space to keep myself alive some more

Sleeping in ground in total darkness helps

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Today was sister’s day also friendship day , saw some reels n stories in socials n found out , a little brother n one more friend wished me happy sister’s day n happy friendship day respectively, talked n wished nd also wished atleast nine friends a friendship day n to my sister’s a very happy sister day<3!